*Romantic Princess*


everytime i watch taiwanese serials, i will have a new set of emotions overwhelming me .many ppl view watchin taiwanese serials as a total waste of time, as they do not seem to have any educational value. however, whatever value obtained is based on own perception. for me, i get inspired alot by such shows. especially those with my beloved wuchun.

it's like living in that fairytale, living as the princess in it, facing the same challenges. or rather, wanting to be that princess. seeing how she overcomes obstacles that come her way. how she can remain so positive and cheerful. how she can sacrifice for others. i will start to associate it with my life. how am i living my life right now? i want to be that princess. that pretty, charismatic, lucky gal who has a heart of gold and can influence others. sounds so far-fetched. but hey, i can be that princess. i am that princess. in my life. i can do things differently.

why can't i be that cheerful and positive? i can. i used to be the cheerful girl. the one who brings smiles to everyone along the corridor. n everywhere.

why can't i be that beautiful and sweet? but i am. (err... after dis haircut, im not so sure anymore.. ha) but i do know that beauty comes from within. forget about looks, forget about outer appearance. a confident person is one who will shine in all ways. n i do have the potential to be that star. i know i do. i just have to believe. n continue to believe.

why must i be envious of others? i need not be. i know im special in my own way. n i noe dat...

so come on, xin. shine now, shine tml, shine all the time. continue shining. the light may not be emitted very brightly now, but with conscious effort, i know i will start to glow so brightly.

people dream of turning into princesses. to live in the laps of luxury. to have their prince charming. to be that precious gem. this princess dream. it is here. i am the princess. i just gotta start believing. who says pretty girls have it better? who says geniuses have it better? im not drop dead gorgeous, but im no ugly duckling. i've become a... goose. (ha horrible melvin changed 'swan' to 'goose'.) im not that brainy, but dats good, im no nerd, yet i do have intelligence. so wat am i lacking? experience. this, i am collecting along the way. awareness, this im doin my best to get. speakin from my heart. it's all within me, i will learn to extract it out. n many more.

i dont aim to be perfect. i aim to improve each day.

side note: i have started to believe that there's no such thing as 'no one is perfect'. cos i've found someone who's perfect. wuchun. he is. in every single way.

anyways, this show is totally superb. Romantic Princess. it's so awesome, simply indescribable. at the 6th episode now... out of 10. n im not even done with jumong yet. but guess wat, this show is motivating me to do my manuals. i suddenly feel so motivated. ha.

this is the ending theme song for ... very nice song by angela chang. suddenly, when i read the lyrics, i tink of someone. i do not know why that person appears. i dun even really fully comprehend the meaning behind these lyrics. yet some words just trigger off the memory of that person. puzzling.

不想懂得

当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的想像是一种快乐
拥有了同时也失去什么
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟心开始曲折
我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错怕抱不紧什么
我不想舍得不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握着手就是感动的

Commitment to myself for tomorrow:
Be positive.
Be confident.
Be cheerful.
Be beautiful.
Be a learner.