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being confused is good.
so i heard.
so i suppose.
so i believe.
the fact im still confused now
onli shows my mind is stretching huh?

just so amazing how ppl assume things
not jus 1 person
but many of them
they assume
dat nothing every changes
dat im still the same person i used to be
dat i feel the same way as before
dat i hav the same thoughts
what shd i say to them?
shd i clarify?
i dropped hints
yet i dun tink it was picked up
it was instead reframed.. ha
how interesting
i noe ppl will continue talkin abt the assumed reality
do i play along?
do i mislead them further?
or shd i say the truth?
would they even care?

i feel like im 2 persons trapped in a single body
with 1 mind
yet 2 different hearts
which shd i follow?
sometimes i feel
i got split personality
maybe it jus depends on
the company im with
whether i trust them
or im close to them
or if they noe my darkest secrets
maybe
just maybe
im very aware of the different thoughts
that r flowing thru my mind
me
analysing every situation
i can hear the inner angel n devil
fighting
fighting
fighting

maybe
jus maybe
i already know the answer
but i daren't accept it

maybe
jus maybe
im tired now

P.S. Anyone has really funny jokes, pls leave them as a comment... i need jokes to save my life! SOS! Thanks in advance! =)