aftermath of <東方茱麗葉>

spent 6 days watching 'tokyo juliet'... superb show.. tink its nicer dan 're qing zhong xia'... gave me the heartaching feeling again. though it ended really well.... aah... guess wat... it stars wuchun n ariel lin! my 2 favourite artistes. woo hoo! made me wanna b fashion designer somemore.. haha.. but nah, thats not my cuppa tea. muz go watch this show k... really love it loads. though wuchun's hair is not v nice in it.. nevertheless he's still super shuai... ok, seems like its wuchun craze all over again!


haiz.. feeling rather depressed all of a sudden. very troubled. feel like im at a crossroad.. dunno wat to do. i've already decided.. but sth made me waver again. why muz things turn out this way? what shd i do...

all i want is to jus experience it
i noe the ending
im not hoping for anything
why muz u always gimme that exasperated tone whenever i mention it?
dun u noe its my dream?
why cant i do the thing im so passionate abt?
why muz the thing i like be so out of this world
feelin really lousy
i tell my students to be motivated
yet i cant even practice wat i preach
why do i lack dat confidence in everything
why izit dat when i have the confidence
den i realise dat no one believes i can do it?

haiz im lumping so many issues into one paragraph... shall leave them here n let them be forgotten. let me be free of all these troubles... cast them aside as i leave for HK dis wkend. hope retail therapy works...