blue blue blue

argh
super depressed
only 1 more day
to bask in the lib
to smell the old books fragrance
to feel hardworking
to have an aim
to still feel young
just 1 more day
of being officially considered a student

sigh
im resistant to change
bad
i dowan to leave my comfort zone
i dowan my exams to end
im enjoying every bit of it
truly every bit
u may tink im insane
but im jus holding on
why am i still holding on?
i shd let it go
let him go
let that go
let everything beyond my control go
den i'll b free

but for now
i cant.

argh my final exam paper... mathematical economics... v mathematical.. but NO HELPSHEET! eekz... how can! super alot of math formulae n graphs' properties n stuff... gosh. dis is the first time i gotta memorise formulae. i neva eva had to go thru such torture. gee. well since i managed to memorise 9pages of hyp script, dis shd b no problem huh? NO LOR... different matter altogether. hyp script was jus brainless memory work, n jus vomitting it out during the presentation... dis is... a different game! oh well.. let me jus enjoy tomorrow...

depressing night.
sighz.

p.s. are u so sure u noe who the 'him's and 'they's refer to? hiakz...