im a GRADUATE hooked onto <热情仲夏>

hohoho... not feeling that depressed anymore. afterall... now i dun hafta hide n feel guilty when i watch my taiwan shows on you-tube. hohoho... still remember i had to watch hana-kimi secretly... n i was jus reading subtitles cos i dare not on the volume.. cos my mum will scold me for not studying..heh. oh yippee... <热情仲夏> is nice! ok la.. the first 4 episodes were quite silly n i almost gave up watchin it. but i perservered on cos of joe cheng... n im so glad i did! its super nice now.. very touching n sweet. its abit like ... aah its just just nice... as usual, yuanchang is so charming. now dat im done with the 8th episode in 3 nites... i got no more to watch.. cos it's still screening in taiwan... shall wait impatiently for the next episode to be shown! ooh...

i guess dis is my happiest exam so far.. dunno how come i felt very relax.. sigh. not a good sign tho... it means im slack. yet.. i jus felt happy studying. abit scared of results... tho i would say all the 3 papers i hav taken did not give me nightmares... YET. wait til the results r released, den i'll start worrying. been reading the blogs of some 'new' graduates. they gave a short summary of their 4 yrs in nus. hmm... i thot of doin the same.. but realised dat i got nothing to write. have i wasted this 4 yrs of education? i dunno... i dun seem to have accomplished anything. nothing great left under my name... except maybe my thesis? heh. which is so not great...

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a little girl touched my heart so deeply today. the things she did, the things she said. i'll never forget that. how i wish she wont grow up so fast... n continue to hold my hand, give me goodbye kiss, lean on me n play silly games with me. to sa3 jiao1 to me... n bully me. shall enjoy this moment now when i can feel her love n appreciation for me. my dear gal, i love you...

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there's sth i wanna tell someone.
someone who has touched my heart very deeply.
someone who waited for me
silently
jus to take the bus home with me for the last time before i graduate
someone
who would have lunch with me or watch me eat
jus to ensure that i have company for lunch
however long i took
however busy that someone is
despite
all the insensitive stuff i said
n all the rubbish qns i asked
which may be abit hurtful
that someone
never failed to give me perfect responses
jus for me
im truly sorry
there are so many things i cant say to u
there are lotsa things i cant do for u
n all i can give to you
is my sincere appreciation
n that place in my heart
for the very special you.

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dunno why i so boliao go take this test.. haha.. dunno wat its talkin abt oso...

You are The Empress
Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.
The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

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