*sighz*

its weird how every post of mine can be so controversial. hmm.. im puzzled. did i really say sth really bad in my previous entry? it was jus some reflection and conclusion and comments to my conversations with 3 of my frens. nothing much to do with me oso... ok, my engrish is pok, so if i didnt convey my exact thots properly, i apologise to those who are bothered. thank you for your concern. i will try to watch my words, for fear of hurting people. haiz...

to clarify sth... the 'wat ifs' are jus wat my fren n i were talkin abt. jus crapping a paragraph on wat ifs... doesnt mean i wanna go back to the past. i have no intention to, and its impossible anyway. i will jus treasure the present and look forward to the future. i noe who's good to me. dun worriez. so dun tink so much oki? im sorry...

ok, back onto a lighter note...
hmm, my blog sounds very sad huh? im not really dat depressed or overly sad or wat... im happy to a certain extent too [esp after someone told me something really really nice for the first time.. haha.. me cheap thrill.. grin].. jus dat i dun really noe how to blog my happiness, and the people ard me arent exactly too happy too, so i guess i kinda got influenced?

to pizza boy...
sorry for the hurt. i really didnt mean it. if u read the entry with a lighter heart n mind, u'll realise dat it has nothing to do with u. nothing much to do with me either. its jus reflection, thinkin of the past, some crap, n dats dat. sure, i do miss the past, but i like the present too. life still goes on... so dun tink so much okiez? good luck.

thanx to qz for knocking sense into me. appreciate lots.