WARNING: For those who do not wanna be bored.. pls do not read the following.
best. why am i blogging everyday? at such an ungodly hour too. gee. i know my posts are boring. talkin abt my boring life, complaining abt my boring existence. as my students say.. i got no social life. haiz. sad but true... but i dun really mind. as long as my presentation goes smoothly on tues. im like giving up everything jus for dis presentation. no tutorials done, no lecture notes read, no tv, no nothing. spent my entire night memorising my 8.5page script. wa.. its killing me! currently at pg 7 now.. BUT i cant rem pg 5 n 6. tinkin of sleeping, but dis thing is nagging at me so badly dat i feel guilty lugging myself to bed. HELP! see... more complains. im actually boring myself now. sigh.
lookin fwd to school tml.. weird huh? got ulterior motive of cos.. sigh. i need sth to spice up my life. n dis shd b it. crazy me.
my bathroom heater broke down today. no warm water.. eekz! but cos of dat, i found out sth abt myself... i got phobia! ha... not really phobia la... everytime i put my face under the cold shower, i'll feel suffocated. i'll feel like im drowning. images of me being underwater start to appear in my head n my heart will beat faster, n i'll struggle for breath. realised dat dis is cos of my swimming lessons when i was young. dreaded it then. my beautiful sunday morns spent in the pools. swimming goodness knows how many million laps... after which i gotta tread water to keep afloat for super duper long time. n since im almost the lousiest in the class, im usu bobbing in n out of the water cos my limbs can tread no longer. super breathless. it was like some torture session for me. i even had nightmares after every lesson u noe... n i'll actually go to the temple to pray that i can swim properly. gee. havent stepped into the swimming pool in ages. dun really wish to do so anytime soon. dun have the figure too... i dowan to swim in the puke of the peepz who vomit after seeing my unshapely figure. eekz!
back to memorising... pls pray i 'strike toto' [cf. previous post]...
best. why am i blogging everyday? at such an ungodly hour too. gee. i know my posts are boring. talkin abt my boring life, complaining abt my boring existence. as my students say.. i got no social life. haiz. sad but true... but i dun really mind. as long as my presentation goes smoothly on tues. im like giving up everything jus for dis presentation. no tutorials done, no lecture notes read, no tv, no nothing. spent my entire night memorising my 8.5page script. wa.. its killing me! currently at pg 7 now.. BUT i cant rem pg 5 n 6. tinkin of sleeping, but dis thing is nagging at me so badly dat i feel guilty lugging myself to bed. HELP! see... more complains. im actually boring myself now. sigh.
lookin fwd to school tml.. weird huh? got ulterior motive of cos.. sigh. i need sth to spice up my life. n dis shd b it. crazy me.
my bathroom heater broke down today. no warm water.. eekz! but cos of dat, i found out sth abt myself... i got phobia! ha... not really phobia la... everytime i put my face under the cold shower, i'll feel suffocated. i'll feel like im drowning. images of me being underwater start to appear in my head n my heart will beat faster, n i'll struggle for breath. realised dat dis is cos of my swimming lessons when i was young. dreaded it then. my beautiful sunday morns spent in the pools. swimming goodness knows how many million laps... after which i gotta tread water to keep afloat for super duper long time. n since im almost the lousiest in the class, im usu bobbing in n out of the water cos my limbs can tread no longer. super breathless. it was like some torture session for me. i even had nightmares after every lesson u noe... n i'll actually go to the temple to pray that i can swim properly. gee. havent stepped into the swimming pool in ages. dun really wish to do so anytime soon. dun have the figure too... i dowan to swim in the puke of the peepz who vomit after seeing my unshapely figure. eekz!
back to memorising... pls pray i 'strike toto' [cf. previous post]...
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