first love

it is said that one can never forget his/her first love.
how true is this?
why is this so?
if ur current love is ur first love, good for you.
else,
what makes 'first love' so special in the first place?
just because it's a first?
a feeling dat u've neva eva felt for anyone else before?
the first time u go totally insane over somebody
heart beating so fast it's gonna explode
a terrible longing to see the person
and even if its a 1sec glimpse, u'll still feel that sacrificing everything is worth it
n u realise ur whole face is flushed red
n ur whole head is spinning
the first time u spend hours staring at the hp waiting for the msg, and when it beeps, u jump and wish so hard dat the special name will appear?
u spend the whole afternoon waiting anxiously for the special one, yet when he/she appears, u pretend dat u jus happened to be ard the area
u run ard the whole island jus to buy his/her favourite item
n before u met this person, u neva knew u could actually feel this way.

and even after so long...
u'll still jump at that special name
feel emotional whenever u hear a particular song
feel nostalgic when u flip thru the photos
u'll be anxious to know who's the person he/she is always hanging ard
u'll feel jealous of the people who get to spend time with him/her
u dream of the person, and awake feeling empty
u feel happy knowing he/she is happy

for me,
my first love, tho not meant to be
will always be so impt
n memorable in my heart
because
i hav neva felt that special feeling for someone before
n i probably neva will.
afterall,
its a first.
for a very special person.
n a part of me
will always belong to him.
-- our memories.

how about you?