SK3 ROX!
BULLETS RELOADED ROX!!
COACHES ROX!!!
The first time i ever liked a camp since day 1. No moment of dread or sadness. None at all. Just happy, HaPpY, and HAPPY!!! high, HigH, and more HIGH! fun, FuN, and more FUN! The perfect camp ever in terms of coaches rapport. superb!
Realised that every camp gives a different feeling and experience and a different type of sense of achievement. that satisfaction and fulfillment is so special its hard to express in words. just so so so meaningful.
Initially, i was rather apprehensive abt this camp, cos margaret and alex pulled out. guess the only thing that kept me going strong was knowing that nic would be with me. once there, i realised that i knew quite alot of them, and the other new faces were super nice ppl, with no airs, and do not have cliques. ooh. love dat feeling. warm and nice environment. aah.. I LIKE! grew closer to lotsa other coaches and that really made my day. on top of that, my participants - jin yin, wanting, wei shuen, sean, brendon, kenneth - were superb too! 3 of them actually went up stage during graduation ceremony to make their speech. its like seeing your hard work finally paying off. aah... i was so so touched and so so happy for them. to think dat i was still so troubled by them up til the 5th day morning, and had to adopt new strategies... im jus so relieved now. yippee~ furthermore, i grew closer to diana. she is so pretty and adorable and i miss her so much now. she is super nice to me and would stick to me during song sessions and speed reading punishment sessions. very sweet gal. still remember her crying as she hugged me so tightly on the last day. my heart broke. wish to see her again. and all my participants and especially the coaches too...
i feel so sad and empty now. cos the camp is over. only thing left are the memories. i wanna relive it all over again. cos i miss the people and the fun.
guess that, in life, u win some, u lose some. i made some close frens, n i drifted from a few. rather sad abt it. i knew that this would be the ending, and i knew that there wouldnt be an ending, but why am i so affected by this? argh...
nevertheless, lotsa thanks to everyone in sk3 who gave me friendship and support. and of cos to nic, who accompanied me over the fone every nite after debrief in the taxi. amazing feeling. hugz.
first time i reached home at 330am... cos of long debrief and coach report and SUPPER! hence, kena scolded quite badly by my parents. sigh. but my spirits will still be up as i think of all those wonderful days in akltg. think i have grown and become a more confident individual, who cares for her participants truly from her heart.
in akltg,
reality leaves.
now that camp is over,
reality sets in again.
this feeling sucks.
i feel confused once again.
very confused.
i have no idea wat ppl are thinking
i have no idea wat im thinking
i dunno wat i feel.
all i noe is that
my heart hurts.
badly.
n i noe someone
is hurting too
cos of me.
yet i cant say
sorry.
BULLETS RELOADED ROX!!
COACHES ROX!!!
The first time i ever liked a camp since day 1. No moment of dread or sadness. None at all. Just happy, HaPpY, and HAPPY!!! high, HigH, and more HIGH! fun, FuN, and more FUN! The perfect camp ever in terms of coaches rapport. superb!
Realised that every camp gives a different feeling and experience and a different type of sense of achievement. that satisfaction and fulfillment is so special its hard to express in words. just so so so meaningful.
Initially, i was rather apprehensive abt this camp, cos margaret and alex pulled out. guess the only thing that kept me going strong was knowing that nic would be with me. once there, i realised that i knew quite alot of them, and the other new faces were super nice ppl, with no airs, and do not have cliques. ooh. love dat feeling. warm and nice environment. aah.. I LIKE! grew closer to lotsa other coaches and that really made my day. on top of that, my participants - jin yin, wanting, wei shuen, sean, brendon, kenneth - were superb too! 3 of them actually went up stage during graduation ceremony to make their speech. its like seeing your hard work finally paying off. aah... i was so so touched and so so happy for them. to think dat i was still so troubled by them up til the 5th day morning, and had to adopt new strategies... im jus so relieved now. yippee~ furthermore, i grew closer to diana. she is so pretty and adorable and i miss her so much now. she is super nice to me and would stick to me during song sessions and speed reading punishment sessions. very sweet gal. still remember her crying as she hugged me so tightly on the last day. my heart broke. wish to see her again. and all my participants and especially the coaches too...
i feel so sad and empty now. cos the camp is over. only thing left are the memories. i wanna relive it all over again. cos i miss the people and the fun.
guess that, in life, u win some, u lose some. i made some close frens, n i drifted from a few. rather sad abt it. i knew that this would be the ending, and i knew that there wouldnt be an ending, but why am i so affected by this? argh...
nevertheless, lotsa thanks to everyone in sk3 who gave me friendship and support. and of cos to nic, who accompanied me over the fone every nite after debrief in the taxi. amazing feeling. hugz.
first time i reached home at 330am... cos of long debrief and coach report and SUPPER! hence, kena scolded quite badly by my parents. sigh. but my spirits will still be up as i think of all those wonderful days in akltg. think i have grown and become a more confident individual, who cares for her participants truly from her heart.
in akltg,
reality leaves.
now that camp is over,
reality sets in again.
this feeling sucks.
i feel confused once again.
very confused.
i have no idea wat ppl are thinking
i have no idea wat im thinking
i dunno wat i feel.
all i noe is that
my heart hurts.
badly.
n i noe someone
is hurting too
cos of me.
yet i cant say
sorry.
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