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this feels like my online diary - of my boring life... so if i have bored u all, kindly pardon me. boring i may be, sweet i can be? haha.. *pukez*

first wk after exams, so hav been cramming my timetable, trying to meet up with as many people as possible, before flying off to scandinavia next wk with my parents for a 2 wk holiday. gee... will miss homez... will miss my frenz... haiz, im a homely gal.

tml's cash flow game cancelled. argh! so disappointed. was actually lookin forward to it. good way to make new frens, broaden network, learn to 'make money'... oh wellz. shall jus be a guai gal for once... keke...

have u fallen asleep infront of dis screen?

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~hApPy BiRtHdAy KeNnEtH~

jus came back from kenneth's 21st bday bbq.
had a really great time... very fun n enjoyable.
tho i didnt even bbq, nor eat anything bbqed.. hehe... there was so much other yummy food! and super alot of yandaos!!! *blush*
the first yandao is kenneth the bday boy!... very cute guy. yet very shy. jus like him so so much. a truly truly special fren.
the rest... shall not be mentioned... else i'll get saboed... keke.
made new frens too.. nick... humorous guy. keke... n met up with lotsa old frens... makes me feel as tho im back in rj once again. really miss those wonderful times. the best 2 years of my entire life ba. sighz.
nevertheless, its jus a very happy nite.

ran home in the rain.
felt cold.
felt alone.
the rain...
rinsed away my pain.
rinsed away my sins.
would anyone be able to tell if those are tear drops or rain drops on my face?
refreshing nevertheless...

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friday the 13th...

... met up with my kor.
indescribable.
tho time spent was short, it was definitely well spent. felt as tho we jus met last wk (tho it was 6 mths ago.. sigh)

... met up with zr.
watched 'kingdom of heaven'... nothing special. quite disappointed actually. kinda drifted off halfway... ha. *oops*... realised he didnt like such religious movies, yet still so nice pei2 me watch. felt quite bad, yet touched ba... thanx!

jiu4 rang4 yi2 qie4 jin4 zai4 bu4 yan2 zhong1...
[ok, hanyu pinyin for now....]