THUNDERSTORM

a supposedly fun day.

yea.. it is indeed fun.
yet.. it wasnt entirely wat i felt it shd hav been...

started the day on the wrong foot.
awoke on the wrong side of the bed.
everything jus not right.
simply not right.
absolutely not right.

... the sky was blue... birds were chirping... it was a sunny morning...
woke up seeing dark clouds
den a few lashes of lightning
followed by strokes of thunder
... yet the sky was blue... birds were chirping... it was still a sunny morning...

glad to hav a wonderful buncha frens tho...

my k-buddy insisted i am above-average n pretty.. [i almost puked]
n he likes my voice whenever i sing fish leung's yong3 qi4
yea.. dats my warm-up song...
haha .. compliments do work on me. *blush*...

lotsa comfort from a v dear n special fren.
long awaited hugz.
thats why i could sacrifice everything jus for that hugz.
desperate maybe...
sad truly...
jus needed to be comforted...
that desire.
that need.
that want.
to jus feel someone actually cared.
to jus feel warmth.
n i knew who had that power.
healing power.
thank you.

an advice given to me.
be less emotional.
b emotionless.
cool.
how am i supposed to do dat?
tantamount to askin a fish to breate out of water?
i will learn.
i will try.
someone please dig my heart out.