I FEEL AWESOME!

Had training today. My 1st official one after POE Mod2. A very different experience.. cos i was training the POE ppl and experienced coaches… n i was supposed to link my content in the form of stories.. as ordered by Boss. usually, i would have responded in a negative way… BUT not today! i jus got a slight shock, n then accepted it immediately. tho storytelling wasnt my forte… after going thru toastmasters and POE, im unstoppable! in fact, i didnt even prepare for training today… esp after the ’story’ order was thrown onto me. and im really really pleased at the way i responded to dis situation. saw it as a challenge. a challenge i looked forward to. an opportunity to further break my belief dat i cant do impromptu.

well, it didnt quite turn out the way i wanted it to. my story wasnt v convincing… cos i didnt really believe in it.. yet at the same time, i kinda got the hang of wat i was supposed to do… n dis onli means i can perform better the next time. another step out of my comfort zone already! at least i know im moving closer and closer to my goal. felt dat i did improve abit… in terms of confidence level… was totally not nervous on stage at all. could talk abt own experiences n talk some crap oso… really really feels good. finally i feel there’s nothing holding me back anymore. n im truly feeling so good. i no longer see today as a ‘failure’ cos i didnt manage to pull off the story… in fact, i felt good abt today! did sth i neva would hav done. really anyhow whack le…

OOH I FEEL GOOD!