Fashion DISASTER
haha.. today is a pretty crazy day. i'll never forget wat Boss said to the image consultant over the fone... "We have a fashion disaster making her way down now." Yes. He was referring to me. i feel like laughing yet crying. i chose to laugh in the end.. cos i kinda agree... hee...
i guess the reason why i am what i am today is cos i believed TOO MUCH in inner beauty. i believed that as long as the heart is pretty, it doesnt matter how u look cos exterior beauty doesnt last. I have seen so many pretty people, onli to find them rotten on the inside. so for me, i do know that im pretty (at times) on the outside, and im definitely pretty on the inside. so wat for dress up? ok la, i admit.. i cant really be bothered to dress up. what for? no occasion... no one to see... and i feel more comfy in tshirt n jeans n sandals. oomph. shiok. yet i do agree sometimes when i dress down, n i see ppl along the streets who are so well dressed with make up, i feel quite out of place. yet i suppose u can say im not a very feminine girl. i dun read female magazines, i dun read fashion magazines, i dun watch fashion shows, i dun like wearing makeup (ok la. i dunno how to .. except for lipstick... the rest, i prob look like im from some wayang troupe after applying them...), i dun wear high high heels (gives me headache n sprained legs), etcetcetc.... u get the picture. i choose to think im a more 'down-to-earth', casual kinda girl... the girl-next-door... though some ppl may label me 'auntie' instead. not dat i care.
yet... i know that i gotta portray an image of a trainer. uphold my company's name and image. so i gotta dress up and really look presentable at all times. i've always wanted to change my image.... but i dunno what to change to.. will i look better or worse? at least, now, i have an opportunity. a really big opportunity. a wonderful company. a wonderful Boss. wonderful colleagues. all who tease me abt my looks n all. n i noe they all have positive intentions for me. so im super willing to change. lookin forward to it. abit nervous tho. ha... wonder how dis singapore version of EXTREME Makeover is like. how will i look in a few wks time? To find out, stay tuned...!
haha.. today is a pretty crazy day. i'll never forget wat Boss said to the image consultant over the fone... "We have a fashion disaster making her way down now." Yes. He was referring to me. i feel like laughing yet crying. i chose to laugh in the end.. cos i kinda agree... hee...
i guess the reason why i am what i am today is cos i believed TOO MUCH in inner beauty. i believed that as long as the heart is pretty, it doesnt matter how u look cos exterior beauty doesnt last. I have seen so many pretty people, onli to find them rotten on the inside. so for me, i do know that im pretty (at times) on the outside, and im definitely pretty on the inside. so wat for dress up? ok la, i admit.. i cant really be bothered to dress up. what for? no occasion... no one to see... and i feel more comfy in tshirt n jeans n sandals. oomph. shiok. yet i do agree sometimes when i dress down, n i see ppl along the streets who are so well dressed with make up, i feel quite out of place. yet i suppose u can say im not a very feminine girl. i dun read female magazines, i dun read fashion magazines, i dun watch fashion shows, i dun like wearing makeup (ok la. i dunno how to .. except for lipstick... the rest, i prob look like im from some wayang troupe after applying them...), i dun wear high high heels (gives me headache n sprained legs), etcetcetc.... u get the picture. i choose to think im a more 'down-to-earth', casual kinda girl... the girl-next-door... though some ppl may label me 'auntie' instead. not dat i care.
yet... i know that i gotta portray an image of a trainer. uphold my company's name and image. so i gotta dress up and really look presentable at all times. i've always wanted to change my image.... but i dunno what to change to.. will i look better or worse? at least, now, i have an opportunity. a really big opportunity. a wonderful company. a wonderful Boss. wonderful colleagues. all who tease me abt my looks n all. n i noe they all have positive intentions for me. so im super willing to change. lookin forward to it. abit nervous tho. ha... wonder how dis singapore version of EXTREME Makeover is like. how will i look in a few wks time? To find out, stay tuned...!


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