when the going gets tough...

a very eventful and hectic week. to some, eventful may mean having parties, outings, and well.. significant events that are rather memorable and happening. but to me, at this present point of time, eventful means exams exams exams. plus a wee bit of eye candy to spice up the day.

Tuesday mood index: DOWN
killer paper the next day.
deadly paper the day after.
brain's empty.
panic!
saw funkyD. thought that was the key to brightening my day. oh i was so wrong. he merely gave a weak smile, and a wave. n he didnt say bye to me! hear glass shattering? yes, thats the sound of my heart breaking into bits.

Wednesday mood index: DOWN DOWN
tough paper.
but more crucial things bogging my mind:
wats the feelin of awaiting the death sentence?
hmm..
after facing 'discrete optimization' for a span of 4 months, i still found it a stranger.
no matter how i attempted to befriend it, it rejected me.
regardless of how i psychoed myself dat there was mutual love, i onli found emptiness.
hatred? nah.. not yet (until probably the results are out)
haiz...

Thursday mood index: DOWN DOWN DOWN
no miracles.
no hope.
just me, my brain and the horror paper.
'nuff said.
side note: saw zhang dong liang with his gf in lib... ooh. first time i see him so so so happy lor. he was smiling nonstop. his gal is pretty... ooh. handsome guy, pretty gal, perfect match. n u tink i'll b jealous? haha.. nah... im happy for them. sigh.

Friday mood index: UP UP UP UP UP
the onli thing significant thats worth a mention (ok la... by my definition)
funky D made me happy today!!!
quite a coincidence. i wasnt waiting for him, but he came. lalala. he saw me standing outside the bus waitin for the peepz to alight, and he waved, smiled and mouthed hello! muahaha... as i boarded the bus, he waved again n mouthed hello again! then then then, when i alighted, he waved and said bye to me!!!
cheap thrill i noe.
hopeless case i admit.
but im a happy gal nevertheless.

... the tough gets going.