"today is tomorrow's yesterday"

suddenly, i feel even more alone.
so distant from everyone.
from the ones i used to be close to.
guess things change.
people change.
circumstances change.
u cant possibly get the star awards every year.
not like i got any.
but u get my point.

unhappy notes aside.. today is actually a rather pleasant day. had my first exam paper of the year. ES2007S. rather moralising.. well, at least my definition of moralising is, being able to complete the paper. haha. i spent 5 hours on one darn past yr paper lor. panic. heng today's paper was quite reasonable, minus the job application letter. anyhow crap. wrote nonstop for 2 whole hours. n i was tinkin of yx the whole time. nownow, dun let ur mind run wild. i was jus tinkin of wat yx said yesterday, "the paper can be finished one". n that kept me motivated throughout the whole 2 hrs. woohoo~

was so high for the rest of the afternoon dat i couldnt really study. ha. n notti yx did sth totally unexpected and .... i dunno how to describe dat act. mad, maybe. haha. he took 2 photos of 'zhang dong liang' studying in the lib... using MY handphone, while i was away from my desk. *faint*. well, but thanx to him, now i have two of his photos. not dat i really care i guess. ha. daring guy. hope zhang dong liang never finds out, else he'll be freaked out. eekz!

had a happy evening too. no prizes for guessing. after a demoralising yester-evening, i didnt feel like waitin for my 'happy bus'. but some gut feeling mixed with lotsa internal conflict made me stay for jus one bus. it came almost right after the previous bus, so i was afraid dat it'll b obvious. i even refused to board the bus... until... i saw this wide grin/smile. it was the nicest smile seen in the whole day. warm and sweet. and it was for me. haha. i gave in.

enjoy today.
for it will be yesterday.
tomorrow.