*knockz*

a comment from my kor knocked lotsa senses into me.
things that i ought to know but refuse to accept.
considering im coaching at akltg, these 'concepts' shd b instilled in me by now.
yes i do noe dat i cannot tink im stupid or lousy, cos i am whateva i tink i am. n i will become whateva i tink i will become. i shd alwiz remain positive at all times.
yes i do know all of these, n i can 'swear' by them.
BUT...
i dun wish to.
i jus wanna be defiant.
for now.
well dat could be my downfall.
but i jus wanna shed my armour and be myself for once.
im sick n tired of being strong. or pretending im strong.
cos deep down in me...

im just a little gal...