Tuesday, August 09, 2005

-first day of school-

actually i was quite lookin fwd to goin to sch... finally a brand new start, brand new resolutions, a more determined soul. yet it's pretty mundane. the usual lectures, the same feeling of falling asleep.. oh well. sianz... esp comparing with the truly happening wk prior to today. SOW!!! feel so happy yet sad now... conflicting emotions. contradicting feelings. happy cos sow really made me so high, fulfilled, proud of my faculty and 'nourished' with frens.. yet sad cos it has ended.. sigh... all good things muz come to an end, i noe.. yet, i cant bear for it to. its the most fun event i've ever had lor.. the craziest one too. ultimate. developed frenships in 3 different levels. shiok.

freshies:
my little dodo birds. super onz grp of ppl, who neva fail to make their presence known. be it leaving a trail of destruction, or jus rowdy gatherings. their spirit inspired me. revived me. i was initially very tired cos of poor slp. but as the days passed, they transformed me into a super crazy and 'high' gal, who seemed to have boundless energy... when everyone is sleepy, im still the one doin 'yo! my name is joe...' keke... gonez is my reputation, gonez is my inhibitations... i jus went all out to have the fun i ought to have. a splendid feeling. oomph! yet, now im known as mama joe... gee. wat an unflattering and unglam 'name'... apparently all my lousy traits have been spread to the sp og too! gosh... my horrendous laughter and my 'joe antics'... haha... i want to luff when i tink of it.. *grin*


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fellow ogls, seniors:
i actually enjoyed ogl meetings/briefings tremendously. its the time where shack ogls gather to get briefing abt the next day's itenary, or to get a doze of motivation from the sow director, wee tong. inspirational guy. he is one i admire alot. anyways, yea the ogls will start gossiping here n there, complaining abt stuff, or just sharing jokes and all. a really good time to chill out. haha. made a number of frens... lotsa yandaos actually... haha...

sow comm:
actually, half of the comm are my little cows from taurus og. they seemed to have grown up tho. nevertheless, made more frens too... like shixiang and alan. great people... sucha wonderful feeling. so amazing imagining... everyone started out as strangers, den they became acquaintances, n suddenly one day they transformed into better frens... miracle. n i smile at that thot.


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yet now dat all as ended... i quote keng moh.. 'empty' feeling.. yea. suddenly, i feel aimless. i walk into s16, without the usual rigour... no longer are the logistics comm giving out packets of food. all i see is empty tables... n where are my group of 'followers'? who used to be so dependent on me for directions and food and everything.. hmm... suddenly i feel lost and alone. yet i noe i am not alone. everywhere i go, i'll meet familiar faces, and that brings back the colour in my face, the happiness in my smiles. had a great day in fact...

had a ultra boring econs lec. if not for the thot dat im meeting shixiang for 'breakfast/lunch'... i tink i would hav jus crumbled. haha... thanks for accompanying me today... so amazing to have talked to him for 2 hours... n i havent even asked him the thing i was supposed to ask him.. haha.. *oops*... yea guess he's one of those 'strangers' who transformed into better frens overnight... ha n i literally mean 'overnight'... thru msn. ha.


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coincidentally, met xavier, ginny and my freshies too! horrible freshies, neva invite me for lunch!!! gee... the first thing they did when they saw me was to exclaim dat i was wearing a skirt.. haha... gosh. every single person commented on that today. shall wear more skirts then... im a skirt person afterall ma.. no? haha... im a little gal... *blush*...

had another more interesting lecture... before meeting freshies again.. haha.. so exciting to see them again. its like going back to sow again... n i truly miss that feeling. feel so nostalgic... in fact, i miss my taurus 'freshies' too.. tho somehow i feel, things have changed, and it's hard to go back to where we last left off... hmm. guess no one will eva understand how i feel ba.


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thereafter, went to bugis nlb for a focus grp thingy.. some project surveyor thing. $50 for 1.5 hrs.. gosh. how lucrative. well... lotsa things happened, im too tired to describe wat went on... met qianlu for dinner n shopping @ orchard. we were like pigs.. gosh. went to crystal jade for dinner. ordered so much lor... one ee-fu noodle, yang chow fried rice, deep fried dumpling with salad sauce... guess wat! when we were only half way done with the noodles and jus started with the fried rice, we were already full... yet we perservered and finally swiped everything clean. i tell u, i couldnt even get off the chair... so bloated, stomach so pain.. gosh. it was more of a torture than anything.. haha.. but im pretty amazed by our stomach capacities.. haha... im gonna get fatter.. darn! haha... guess wat! we immediately went shopping after dat. tried on a skirt somemore.. i thot i wouldnt b able to fit in already... ooh but in the end, it was really pretty.. tho abit short... but was coerced to buy it cos of qianlu.. argh! there goes my 'salary'.. haha...

happy birthday singapore!

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