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im doing toastmaster of the evening (TME) again tomorrow for my club. somehow i love being TME. it's just fun! im the host of the evening and am entitled to crap any way i want it. so far, i've been TME twice... once at dennis wee group, n the other time at my club. everytime i feel insecure, i feel inconfident and unsure if i was doing it right, or if im doin it well, i will turn to one person. n somehow my confidence will be renewed immediately after dat. i still remember the time i was doing TME at my club, under the watchful eyes of my boss n another stern colleague. hee... i was really feeling super insecure, when suddenly that someone, from the back, gave me a very assuring gesture, to signify dat i had been doing great. n it totally gave me an energy lift and confidence booster. it was amazing. n that person is none other dan my mentor. isnt it amazing how mentors are? they noe exactly when to give u a morale boost. they noe when to uplift u, and when to kick u away, for u to learn to pick urself up.

tomorrow is the first time i'll be doing TME without my mentor's presence. somehow it feels weird. im feeling a little apprehensive. but i noe his message to me will always stay the same... ABSOLUTE CONFIDENCE. so i'm gonna shine tomorrow too... thanx.

im blessed with not only one, but two mentors. one from my toastmasters club, another from my training dept. im learning lots from the both of them, and am totally grateful for their time, energy, effort and love. really lookin forward to the day when i improve so much so dat my mentors will look at me, and smile from their hearts, being contented and satisfied and happy that their efforts had paid off. til then, i will strive on.