i feel like crying...

im so exasperated
i feel like crying
why am i so dumb
why is my program so screwed
why must it screw up when i need it most
how am i gonna complete my slides
90 slides
in 45mins
how is dat possible
n i've still got one more section to add
i dowan to rattle off like a bullet train
gotta delete slides
but wat shd i delete
everything is impt
help!
so many things to settle
so many things to do
so many things to worry abt
all not settled
all not done
all so complicated
im so tired
so so tired
physically
emotionally
mentally
im fighting a battle
with myself
with my programs
with my slides
im so weary
pls let me off
i can take it no longer

but im strong
i've always been strong
i will be strong
i will win this battle
alone
it has always been a lonely battle
but i'll emerge victorious
i dun hav a choice
i must do it
*pray hard*

i tink im turning schizo...

final talk on the 27th march.. tuesday... 5:10pm...
gee.. super late timing.. but at least its beta dan having it on the first wk. extra week for me to prepare my battle strategies n weapons. extra week of schizo me... extra extra madness. im already hopping in and out of sanity... someone pls hold me in, else i'll hop out n prob stay there forever...

wat talking me!